You chain my body and restrain me
putting my mind in a state of uncertainty.
You watch as I struggle to become free.
I pull hard, my eyes closed, my teeth clenched.
Blow away my life piece by piece,
ripping my memories corners at a time
as I watch bound to your platform.
You watch with fury, because even though I’m weak I do not give in.
Painfully I still grip reality,
slipping in and out trying not to lose it.
It’s like a slow drip of a drug into my body.
Finally I loosen my grip and succumb
sinking into a darkness and silently seeing everything,
but unable to prevent it.
Now my body lay feeling riddled with your bullets and weights
as you take over.